I am who I am.

Recently I have been feeling homesick often, but this year I have a lot going on as well. We are adopting and traveling soon. I am a junior in college, I am going to be an aunt, I am a lot of things. I am a sister, a follower of Jesus Christ. I am happy, and crazy and full of life most of the time. I am also sad, and emotional. I am a lot of things, honestly I never really planned the future as a child because i am not a planner at all, I am a procrastinator. But I am who I am. I am a college girl trying to figure out this amazingly beautiful thing called life. I am trying not to rush the experience, I have this amazing God walking along side with me, Even though somedays it is harder to have faith and trust, that is exactly what I need to do. I am not the typical follower of Jesus, I love my tattoos and piercings, but I have this amazing relationship with Christ no matter what anyone may say or see on the outside, Do i need to improve it, yeah i could make it better, but you know he is a patient God, even though I have questions, he answers them. Prayer is important and I seek solitude with him. He comforts me and loves me. I am a beloved, I am a lover of life, I am strong, I am passionate, I am a believer in miracles, I am a fighter for the underdogs, I am a light to those in darkness, I am second,
I AM A CHILD OF GOD. That is what I am and I am not willing to change for anyone, those who want to stay in my life and love me then they will accept that.